September 18, after a 10 hours Zen meditation session in San Jose, I returned to Tustin. As soon as I laid on bed that evening, I felt a big trembling from my stomach downward to my legs. Suddenly I realized that it was the vibration of my navel chakra, which was always less responsive comparing to my other chakras. I knew this can not be caused by my diligence. It came from some external power. With that sweet thought, I fell in sleep.
Next morning during my meditation session, I thought that I should try to focus on the chakras of my upper bodyand see whether that wonderful enegy is still within me. As soon as I thought about it, my eye chakra, throat chakra, navel chakra, heart and root chakra all started to vibrate in sync.
Every since that day, wherever I focus, within seconds, I can feel the Qi. Including areas not taught by my Master, such as my toes, fingers, ears, nose, lips. Sometimes it is outward like a volcano eruption and other times, it was like a terretial engery injecting into me.
Last night, my front brain and back brain was “talking” back and forth. Then left and right brain. Tonight, it was some external energy entering into my Zen chakra, through my wisdom chakra, back neck chakra and spine chakra. This morning, it was my right and left ear lobs.
Every since September 18, whenever I thought about it, I can focus and immediately feel the Qi wherever I want in my body. I discovered last night that my Master called this live a life in meditation, because I am meditating almost all day long. More exactly, may be 8 to 10 short sessions a day.
I can sense something will happen to me soon. I have never felt so much energy within me.
Maybe, because I began to sit on the floor to work two months ago. May be because all the formless charity deeds I exerted. Maybe because I finished draft one of translating the book, “Introduction To Sitting Zen” into English. I don’t know the real reasons. It was truly a wonderful feeling as well as a reassurance that I am alive and well.
Live & Die As Is. 